genuinely havent been this happy in ages, this past month with chris has been fab, never actually acted 100% around someone before but with him i can do whatever i like in front of him and i wont be embarrassed or w/e, idk he just, gets me
why are talking to me? WHAT THE FUCK LEAVE ME ALONE
thers blood all over my sheets… and on the floor fuck sake and no its not period lol
i’ve always been jealous of you..
now you have what i want, i hate you
i feel like no-ones there for me but their there for you. and you don’t deserve it
